.distractions.

met sakana just now to watch transformer, no choice since all my friends has already watch it or was about to watch it with someone else. well too bad she has a bf, but the thing is i wonder does all girls who go out with their male friends speak ill of their bf? hoo, she is really one of a kind.

i’ve yet to finsih my 2000 word essay, and theres only 2 days left. i wonder how am i going to make it. with all the distractions around me, i wish i could just concentrate, throw my phone out of the window and start life anew.

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elements of surprise

sometimes when i hang out too much with some friends, i always wonder, what’s their perspective of people around them that make them want to hang out with you? was it becos of interests they share in common, lack of friends, bored, networking or attraction of the opposite sex? sometimes i really wonder was there a pill that can make people speak their mind, but if there is, i’m sure alot of things are gonna happen. chaos. happiness, sadness, anger. and theres no such thing as surprise. theoretically speaking surprise is just a metaphor for the three root elements of feelings, happiness, sadness and anger. perhaps theres some other term for this root feelings which i haven find out, maybe next time.

N.korea

sometimes when i look at the yahoo news of north korea impending nuclear attacks, i wonder will it be the last news i read for that day. for a regime who doesnt care much about the welfare of its people but only wants dignity and respect by building more nuclear weapons, theres nothing much for the rest of the world to negotiate with anymore.

My best friend girl

Just watch that show a few days ago, i was baffled. this show was almost exact reality of what im facing now. my best friend just told me something unexpected, and i’m lost for words now, i finally realise why sam was so angry with me a few years back. till today i know he still got this grudge against me, but i really hope he can forgive me, because i could nv understand the feeling til today..

a dream

last night i had a dream, i dream i was driving in malaysia, with my sis and my grandma on board. i was rushing to dunno some place and it was raining in the afternoon, suddenly there was this deep puddle collected in a pothole which i didnt saw appear, i thought it was just another harmless puddle, so i went over it. to my surprise, my car immediately lose control and spin 360 for 3 times, then flip over sideways. i could actually felt some pain on my face in the dream, it was so realistic. i managed to crawl out to safety and call for help, then the rest i forgot already. it seems that crash is still lingering in my mind, especially that particular last few secs when i know i going to crash.

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