I was in self denial all along. its never going to be alright.

turning hulk soon!! arghhhhhraksdasfqer@#$$^&^*%

i wonder whats with the uncontrollable urge of anger coming from. it seems that ppl around are finding new ways to fucking piss me off everyday. e.g u need to have balls to dance xbox? what fucking logic is tat? another e.g would be how arrogant ppl can get, when they just side step your comment and address other ppl. fuck you stranger.

Bloody hell

I will have my revenge one day just watch out my dearest aunt. How fucking nice eh, lent us your sup card and giving comments on my family’s business on the side line. You think you’re some kind of financial adviser? Fuck you ok.

Dilemma

I wonder am I the only guy who evaluate girls before considering asking for a date. I would always evaluate the inferior complexity level compare to me follow by the accompanying attributes like background, age, financial burden level and finally the characteristics. Maybe it’s my problem to include a complexity check , but who would want their better half to overwhelme them hasn’t it.

黑白路

Used to remember one of my friend always lecture me ,’ 坏人也是你好人也是你，你到底要做什么人？’ I will always brush him off with one of my random slang. I didn’t get the chance to reply him truthfully and never will be.

‘你以为我真的有的选择吗？’

Nursery flashbacks

I still remember when I was in nursery, we were given a particular task in school. It was a task I never get to complete that day. Whoever finishes his or her tracing task will get to play with the dough kit given by the teacher. Eventually, my classmates began to finish their task one after another and collect their toy dough to play with. I look on in envy as they play, and just couldn’t concentrate on my tracing job. When finally I manage to complete my task, the bell rang for going home. Sometimes I really wonder was my problem due to the fact there wasn’t much motivation in life, or a curse from the beginning.

the power of media propanganda

i was doing through some research online regarding the google censorship in china issue and was quite intrigued by all the hoohaa. i was thinking, yea china shouldnt have tried to censor falungong, tianameng massacre and the dalai lama stuff from the internet, but then somethings not right. what does all this gotta do with google doing business in the first place.. ? so i tried to search for something more solid to satisfy my curiousity, it seems that google was trying to blame china for some trade rules issues which deprive the major western companies from get a share of china’s market. and it didnt really specify what kind of trade issues will hinder them. there wasnt anything solid to prove other than the human rights issue. anyone can tell this whole thing is totally blown out of proportion, if the people of china was really unhappy, the regime wouldnt have last that long.

its the same for everyone. who would wan to tell their grand children what murderous deeds they did in the past? no one. even the US have their share of cover ups. for example, was the actual thanks giving day publish in the history school book? it was just another bloody event cover up like the rest.

http://www.remoteviewing.com/remote-viewing-news-articles/the-signal-line/112703/index.html
http://davedragon.rilysi.com/2008/11/myth-of-thanksgiving-day.html

Hoo..

Everytime when I can’t sleep in the morning, I will read through my blog. It feels damn good. At least I know my frustration wasn’t vented in vain 🙂 😀

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